How an animal can bond closely to a human.. <3

22 Feb

Note: this story is not mine, but i would really like to share this story to you! :) )

RABBITS :) ))

I grew up with animals in my house from the day I was born. When I was three, my mom and I were at the pet shop buying my sister’s cat food, when we came across a cage of small baby bunnies. All of the rabbits were adorable, but there was this one small grey rabbit that had the softest fur of all. Dusty was the softest thing that anyone who petted him had ever felt. My mom, being a mother of 3 small children, and her husband being away on a business trip decided not to get him. A week passed, and she found that she couldn’t stop thinking about the rabbit, so she decided to go back with me just to see if he was still there. He was, and we bought him. I think that Dusty and I shared a special bond, because we were both so nieve. Nothing can get much more adorable and innocent then a 3 year old girl and a baby bunny. As a baby, Dusty would sleep on his side with his little round eyes closed and snorting softly. We both grew out of babyhood together, and soon I had started school. Being away from Dusty during the day was tough, but I had so many stories to tell him about kindergarten when I got home. I didn’t know how to read yet but I would go through picture books and make up what I thought the story was based on the pictures and tell them to Dusty. I read many stories to Dusty every night. Dusty grew big and strong, and soon he was quite big and fat, and he snorted. It was the cutest, funniest thing I had ever seen and it still makes me laugh. I loved playing “school” with Dusty. I would set up all of my dolls beside Dusy’s cage and teach every subject. “Teaching” Dusty really helped me learn a lot, and sometimes I swear, I think that Dusty knew what I was saying, sometimes I felt like he was actually learning. I used to put all of the colours on a piece of paper, and then tell Dusty to touch whichever colour was his favourite. I drew all kinds of pictures for Dusty and taped them up beside his cage.

I got older, and while I got ready for grade 2 in the morning I would let Dusty hop around the room as I put sparkles on my face. Dusty must have spent hours hopping around the room each day. A few times I accidently left my favourite doll on the floor, and when I picked her up, some of her fingers would be half chewed off. I always laughed it off, I loved Dusty so much. A couple of times, I saw Dusty standing on his hind legs, and pushing my doll stroller, just like he saw me doing. I can’t get over how intelligent rabbits can be, we really did learn so much from each other. During the night sometimes I would get scared about monsters, but then I would hear Dusty’s gentle snorting, and I would just know that everything was going to be okay. I brought Dusty to school sometimes for show-and-tell, to show my class mates, who he was very popular with. Dusty’s favourite food was parsely. For some reason we both really liked parsley and I would eat the stems, and Dusty would eat the leaves. My dad built this little house for Dusty too. Dusty was a little big for it though, so I would always fill it with hay, and Dusty liked to sit on top to have a good look around. I read more complex books to Dusty, I didn’t think that Dusty understood much of these, but he really like the sound of my voice. Dusty really enjoyed these relaxing times.

I got older, and I couldn’t take Dusty to school anymore. I also stopped reading to Dusty, and didn’t tell him about my day as often. I would spend long periods of time just sitting there petting him. I would leave stuffed animals beside Dusty’s cage sometimes to give him company, and I would leave the windows open to give him fresh air. At this point I began taking Dusty outside. Dusty got scared going outside, but I really think that the fresh air, grass and sun was good for him. One time I took him out during the winter, and Dusty liked it way more then I expected. During Christmas I would always but Dusty presents, which I sometimes wrapped and put bows on. I even bought a Dusty- sized Christmas tree that I decorated with little tiny coloured lights. I would write cards for Dusty and read them to him on Christmas morning. I was convinced that Dusty’s birthday was around Easter, and I would through a party for him with my sister. I bought him presents then too, and sometimes I decorated empty toilet-paper rolls and stuffed them with lettuce for him to chew on. Once, I lost Dusty’s leash, so I took him outside without it on, and kept him at arms distance. Soon though, it became clear to me that Dusty wasn’t going to go anywhere, and that he wanted to stay with me. Slowly, I began taking him outside like this each day, and Dusty became far more used to the outdoors, and became very excited about going outside. Dusty and my big dog always got along very well- it was really very cute. Dusty was always just so sweet and friendly, he was always so nice to the cat and dog, even when my cat batted him away and my dog to my dismay, barked at Dusty. I remember the first time I accidently payed attention to my dog for too long, and when I looked back at Dusty he was gone. I absolutely panicked. I jumped up and spun around scanning the backyard. I shouted his name and was so scared, but then Dusty came running out of the bushes, having heard me scared and shouting his name. This happened a total of 3 or 4 times, and each time Dusty came running to me. I told Dusty many times a day- I think ever since I got him- how much I loved him, and how much he ment to me. In the last 5 minutes before I turned 13 years old I have a picture of me holding Dusty and my teddy in my arms sort of because I wasn’t going to be a child anymore and it was the last time I would hold them as a child.

One day, when I was 13 years old, I noticed that Dusty hadn’t eaten any of his pellets that morning. I kept an eye on him and I could tell that something was wrong, so that night, I told my mom that I wanted to take him to the vet. We got an appointment for the following morning. I wrapped Dusty in a towel and held him on the way there, and the vet said that she didn’t like the feel of something in his stomach and that she wanted to take x-rays. At the time my mom and dad were renovating a new house, so my mom and I went there for an hour. My dad didn’t go on business trips very often, but ironically he was away on another one that week. While we were at the new house I finally decided that I would be okay to move into it, and leave the old one behind, because I would have Dusty. When we got back to the vet clinic, went down to the x-ray room and got horrible news. Dusty had tumors in his tummy and his chest, and those were the cause for his snorting. The tumor in his tummy was blocking any food from getting out of his stomach, and the vet said that if we didn’t put Dusty down, he was going to starve to death. I was in complete denial, it was too much to take in. Two days ago, Dusty was fine, and now I was looking my worst nightmare in the face. I thought that I would get to move with Dusty, I had based the whole theme of my room around him, and I thought that I would have more time with him. I thought that there must be some way for Dusty to pull through. That night I force fed Dusty some mashed up pellets, I was so stressed out, I biked over to the cheap corner pet store and bought Dusty all of the rabbit toys in it. The next morning my mom woke me up, and she said that Dusty looked unwell. I still thought that Dusty might be okay. I was convinced that it was normal. It was early, but I got up right away and took Dusty outside without a leash on. I never put Dusty down though. I told Dusty how much I loved him again and how much he ment to me with all of my heart. Suddenly, Dusty wasn’t able to support his head anymore. It became clear to me that Dusty had stayed up and fought death the whole night, because he was waiting for me to wake up. I carried Dusty around, supporting his head to smell all of the flowers. I had him smell the freshly cut grass, the pines, and I walked him all around the big backyard. I lay down with him in a shady spot against the vine covered fence, and he lay on his side, like he used to do when he was a baby. He rested his head on the ground and sometime he opened his cute eyes to look at me. I softly sang him songs and I snapped a couple pictures of him, but not for long to let him rest. I kissed him and stroked his soft fur. Then he began to look very uncomfy. I lay him on my stomach and he still looked restless. So I put him back down beside me carefully. Suddenly he began snorting very loudly and shaking. I thought that maybe he was stretching, but I started getting very scared. Then Dusty was limp. I picked him up, holding him close, and ran into the house, calling my mom. She wrapped him in a towel, and I was sobbing. She held him and I sat close, with my finger on his forhead. We weren’t sure if Dusty was still alive. Then, I heard Dusty give a very faint last little snort, and I knew that he was gone. I have never been so sad in my life. Dusty used to lick my tears away when I cried. Dusty wasn’t my whole life, but he made my life whole. I buried him at the new house under a pine tree, in a wooden box that I decorated. I also made him a grave stone and sometimes I leave parsley on his grave. It has only been a couple of weeks since Dusty passed away, and I still have nightmares everynight, but those nightmares aren’t about Dusty dieing, they are about Dusty still being alive in some way, unable to rest in peace. Dusty will always rest in peace though forever and ever because of my great memories of him and my eternal love for him. Rest in peace Dusty, I love you always. <3

Sugar Gliders!! Kawaii :3

19 Feb

Yesterday we had our house sprayed with the anti cockroach thing, I don’t know what its called, so anyways, we went to the pet shop and I saw these 2 cute little sugar gliders, who were sleeping (cause it was morning), their nocturnal btw, and It was the first time I saw them in reality and I was so excited so I thought of waking them up, I was kind of scared cause usually they would bite when you wake them up, but I couldn’t resist, so I moved their food bowl (they were sleeping in it) and one of them woke up, but it didn’t bite me, instead, it went back to sleep, I did this several times until it finally woke up and went slowly to my hand, which kind of startled me, but I let him/her to go to my hand, then he started grabbing it (he has sharp nails) then licking around my hands (he must like the taste of it), I got afraid cause my experience with my rabbit is that if it licks me, it would nip me, but when I tried to take it off, I wasn’t able to because he was holding my fingers like he would with his food, but he finally let go and I was free! YAY! its tongue is so cute and small! :P and he was so fluffy! His friend tried to bite me when I was hand feeding them, writing this makes me feel like going back! But the problem was, they were so expensive, because of their rarity and because they were so social, they caused 400 aed, I don’t know if its for both of them, so I didn’t buy them, I thought they were worth the money, but after doing a small research about them, I remembered about what they were eating which were sunflower seeds and nuts, and I have read that seeds and nuts contains phosphorus which is dangerous cause sugar gliders need calcium but the phosphorus absorbs the calcium, which leads to hind leg paralysis, so the sugar gliders the pet shops were selling were not worth the money because the food they were feeding the sugar gliders affect its health… (I feel like a vet now) hehe, I learn quicker when I am studying something I’m interested in, which is why I get low grades LOL :) ))
But anywho, sugar gliders make great pets and are worth the money :) ) though you should make lots of research before you buy one and kill it :O
Sugar gliders eat fruits, vegestables, mealworms and meat by the way, so, you won’t be able to find the food in the pet store, but in your near by grocery!! But remember, there are lots of drawbacks from owning sugar gliders, so you have to do a lot of researching before you REALLY buy them!! Good luck and GOD bless!

SUGAR GLIDERS!! Kawaii

Awesomess day EVER!! :)))

15 Feb

Okay so I was talking about this cookfest before so after school I went to my friends bus, which is bus #8 and we went to her house which was huge! And it was full of PURPLE! Fav. Color, then we ate cheese dog and stake! Yumm! Then we continued with my other friends in Lulu Hypermarket then bought the ingredients for the food we were gonna make, and we made rice cake, punch, and beef bolgori… Its a korean dish!! And it tasted great!! And we are just in Year 1!! :P LOL!! And it was so fun and we kept talking and laughing! Oh and me and my friend Mira went outside to wait for Charlene and Dianne to come back from buying more food but they were too slow so we went back to the elevator and we thought, I mean, I thought that we were in the 2nd floor, and the hallway was soooo long!! And scary, so we kept laughing and getting scared at the same time… Scary!! O_o and they were actually in the 3rd floor ._. Then, we went home :) ) best day EVER!! Byeee

School’s computer lab :))

14 Feb

I’m in the school using the internet in our computer lab, we are researching for korean food dish and stuff like that for our cookfest :) ) fun!!! anyways hope we win! :) ) bye!!

Guilt and Condemnation

10 Feb

Summarize:

Condemnation: is to drive us away from GOD (satan)

Conviction: is to acknowledge if you sin against GOD, but you ask forgiveness, then you know that you are forgiven (going closer to GOD)

When you sin, automatically you feel guilty, then after you commit this sin, the enemy will start to do his work and that is Condemnation (there comes satan to condemn you) after this, you will be emotionally drawn to self pity alot of emotional problems and etc.

When we feel guilty, we also loose our self respect.

Guilt can be derived from poor parentally deprised love (no sense of forgiveness).

Romans 8:1 “there is now no condemnation when you are with Christ…”

Christ descrete us from the guilt and condemnation from the guilt we deserve.

We should stop blaming and accusing each other, wether as a Christian or non-Christian… As a Christian, we try not to be a part of accusing people for we should be a source of good will and encouragment.

Propitiation: to gain or regain

John 3:16 “for GOD so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son…”

Christ death was a substitution for our sin.

There was this boy when he was only 14 years old he stole things from the shop, and when his father knew about it, his father kept on blaming his son… Just imagine your father reminding you about your sin until you grew up… And he grew up sad because his father kept blaming him… Never blame somebody…

Many people can handle success, but only few people handle failure…

There is no failure that can stop you.

Blaming will make more damage than the damage you have already done…

So be awesome and be awesome LOL hahahaha NVM…

GOD bless

New bag! (this time a trolley)

9 Feb

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I was excited when my mom said I had a new bag, but my excitement turned into embarrassment when she said it was a trolley bag that I would be using for school… Did you ever see a highschool girl/boy wearing or using a trolley bag… Though it seems easy to use, it is embarrassing… I do like it though, and I thank my parents for it,but how will I work this out?? HELPUH!
I used a trolley bag till 6th grade, but then I saw everyone using the backpacks and I wanted to fit in, so I got myself one… But now… TROLLEY DAY :D
Sooo nervous for Sunday :D << me smiling I know… Sigh….

My fishes!!! <3

9 Feb

Okay so my fishes are fine (i guess), i have gotten bored with them because they are not that social, i am more of the social type, i do feed and play with them (i put my finger in the water and they nip me), the zebra nerite snail is fine and also the neon tetra, but one of my platy’s died maybe because I havent been cleaning the cage (i could clean the cage but cleaning it requires strength and i dont have that, so i have to rely on my dad, but my dad is too busy), i was thinking of getting a more social animal like a rabbit (again), my rabbit was supposed to live long, but my sister was allergic, so I’m gonna check back on rabbits and see (i hope my sister is not allergic anymore), I might consider a rabbit with wool (fur), cause what we wear is made out of wool, so my sister is not supposed to be allergic with those stuff…
If I had another rabbit, i would be choosing a male and naming it Chubbo, but of course I’m not sure if rabbit is what I would really get, its GOD’s will… he knows best… another thing, I said i was bored with the fishes, but I dont think i could sell them, cause its hard to do so, but maybe I could sell them to some of my church mates :)

What I do when I’m bored *sigh

9 Feb

Okay, so most of the time i get easily bored and to keep me entertained I have to do some things…

1. first of all i blog, and if there is nothing to blog about…

2. I do the internet and if there is nothing on the internet…

3. I play pretend and if i get bored pretending…

4. I record my voice, listen to it, and delete and…

5. i pretend I’m taking video of myself with my imaginary camera and talk to it or…

6. I sleep and if im home alone…

7. i go back to the internet, type youtube.com on the search bar and play a song or a video LOUDLY…

and if none of this works…

BORINGEST DAY EVER!! so yeah, thats me! :”)

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About myself… ;)

7 Feb

I was bored so I was thinking of writing stuff about myself!!

Name: Mary (I will not say my full name)
Age: 12
Loves: everything (animals)
Fav. Animal: rabbit, dog, cat, bird, all
Youtube chanel: suiteangel45
What I do when I’m bored: sleep ¦o
Who is my crush: my rabbit ;D
Describe your crush: fluffy
What part do you like most about your crush: personality
What I do most: internet!!
Fav. Color: PURPLE!
School: UIPS (dubai)
Church: Adonai Christian church
Fav. Instrument: guitar
I love to: sing and do crazy stuff
I don’t know: arabic
I know: animals!
I don’t like: flirts
I like: positive things
I say: random stuff
I feel: bored
Fav. Number: 8
Best friend: Jaeni, Mira, Dyla, Angela, Angeline, Charlene, KC, EVERYONE I KNOW!!
Fav. Sports: Scuba diving
Most amazing thing you’ve ever seen: a sting ray!
Fav. Cartoon character: Perry the Platypus
Best pet ever had: rabbit (Maggie)
Worst thing that ever happened: death of Maggie
I want to: fly!! LOL @_@

^_^ that is all I could think of… Thanx!
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LOL! Your awesome!! ;D

Loving GOD and People

7 Feb

I. The Love of GOD explained

The condition of without relationship to GOD (Roman 5:1-11)

A. The human condition

*sinners (v.8)

*powerless (v.6)

*Ungodly (v.6)

*enemies (v.10)

B. The divine action

1. The motivation

A. GOD’s own love (v.8)

B. While we are still… (vv.6,8)

2. The action

A. Christ’s death

B. Hyper (Gk) equals “on behalf of”

C. The eternal consequences

1. Justification experienced (v.9)

2. Salvation anticipated (v.10)

3. Reconciliation recieved (v.11)

II. The love of GOD experienced – for saul – the Damascus Road

A. The light shone on Christ

1. He saw who he was

2. He realized what he had done

B. The light shone on Paul

1. He saw who he was

2. He realized what he had done – love conquers

III. The love of GOD expressed (2Cor. 5:14-21)

A. We are “hemmed” in by his love

B. We no longer live for ourselves, but for him

C. We regard no one from a worldly point of view

D. We are ambassadors, agent of reconciliation

IV. The love of GOD embrace

E. In our weak moment (2Cor. 12:10)

F. In our dark moment (Zephaniah 3:17)

G. In our lacking moment (Lam 3:22)

H. In our last moment (Jer. 31:3)

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