April 24 2014, Thursday [12:01 AM]
The Wound and The Stitches (The Lies & The Truth)
I lost a friend, with one lie.
I held it in ’till time flew by,
and guilt had practically drowned me.
I used to wonder, how she thought of me,
But seeing her so deeply wounded,
I have never felt so sorry.
How could I undo a lie?
I failed, but I tried.
Now that the stitches had come undone,
The wounds still hasn’t healed.
Do I seal it in with another thread?
Or should it heal itself?
Lord, I have dishonored Your name,
Please forgive me, a sinner wallowing in shame.
I am unclear of what I should do…
Lord please help me, understand her point of view.
Help me to accept rejection.
Help me to fix what I had broken,
Teach me to be like Your Son, though I may not reach to perfection.
I am in deep regrets I must admit.
And when I say sorry, I genuinely mean it.
– Mary Pacis