Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year!

I know I haven’t been posting lately, its either the laziness or the busyness. Either way, I felt the need to at least say MERRY CHRISTMAS! ❤ There are lots of mix emotions on this time of the year. Sadness, for one isn’t able to celebrate with their family, stress from lots of work, depression, gloominess, etc,.  If you are also feeling this way, I want to you to set all your problems aside, give it all to God, and lend to Him at least a little of the time you have left.



And the BEST gift God has ever given us, was and is Salvation. And He did that by giving His one and only begotten Son to die on the cross to deliver us from are sins. That’s ONE of God’s best gifts ❤ and since it is a gift, you do not have to work hard to get it, all you have to do is to ACCEPT it. Jesus’ death on the cross was our bridge to heaven. You might ask, then why isn’t there another way for us to go to heaven? instead of letting Christ suffer…

We’ll discuss about this another time 🙂 Also, get ready for a new segment “Questions for Christ” that I will be doing after my exams are done! :’) Excited!

– Christian Screamo & Rock? Bad Choice of Music?

– Is There Another Way to Go to Heaven? Other than Christ Dying?


Greasy hair and Oily face- Surprised at Birthday!!

I just finished my birthday yesterday and let me say was it FUN! Honestly though, the first 5 minutes before my birthday started, I felt alone, like nobody was gonna be there for me on my birthday… Only thing I didn’t know was that God had a plan, and boy was it a good one 😀

Happy Birthday to Me! <3

Happy Birthday to Me! ❤

July 22, was a really magical day. It was the date of my birth, the day filled with laughter, the day of my Aunt and Uncle’s wedding anniversary, and the day of my Grandmother’s 86th birthday and guess what? she still wore the exact same shirt she wore at our birthday party last year…

I had LOTS of surprises! A baby American Chinchilla rabbit (I named Grayham) that mom and dad bought me… I’ve always wanted another rabbit, especially after Maggie died… she was the best friend I have ever had. Anyway, when dad and mom bought Grayham, I was kind of worried, (cause they might’ve brought a sick rabbit or a baby who hasn’t been weaned) but he was alright, I guess. He’s the size of my palms, which means he might be 3-4 weeks old (which is still quite young). His poop is not normal looking, they’re brown in color and oval in shape (no, they are not cecals- but something I think might be worst), I am guessing Grayham has “cow-poop syndrome” and I am very worried about that. But before I bring him to the vet, I’ll see what I could do at the meantime. But he is just SOO ADORABLE! Very soft and quite tame, he’s still a bit skittish around humans though. He might have cow poop syndrome, but I am definitely NOT gonna bring him back to the petshop, it’s HORRIBLE in there. (If you wanna know more about Grayham, I’m gonna post a page about him… or her) Anyway, I’m out of topic again… what were we talking about? Oh yeah!

I had LOTS of surprises! The baby rabbit- which I already mentioned AND… *clears throat*

The door bell rang and I expected it to be my mom’s friends coming in to celebrate, who knows? I was actually at the verge of being surprised by my buddies! I suddenly regretted not putting on some shampoo…

We had tons of fun!

We went swimming… and we went swimming! It was AWESOME xD Bwahahaha I’m getting crazy right now! *breathe in… breathe out* As I was saying *clears throat* We had TONS OF FUN! God really has a way of making a person happy. Oh! and if you’re wondering how old I am… I’m now 14!

And now, if you’ll excuse me, Imma go play with Grayham. God bless!

Psalm 90: 14

Surprise us with love at daybreak; then we’ll skip and dance all the day long.

Birthday Dismay- Mary Pacis

I do not own this photo

I do not own this photo

July 21, 2013 [12: 55 PM]

Today is my birthday, at least 5 minutes more.

I have my family with me, 1 gift sprawled on the floor.

Call me party pooper, but I can’t help but feel alone,

Though I have many friends, not one would greet me through the phone.

4 minutes left and I’m here typing my pain away,

Hoping tomorrow wouldn’t be a birthday dismay.

Just when I’m about to climb to bed and cry to sleep,

God has his way, and let me say, this birthday would be no dismay.


OMG 1 minute left! xD I’m pretty excited, and yes I did feel alone. But I’m actually happy and blessed! My family are here with me, my grandma is also celebrating her birthday (at the Philippines), and I’m 14! This poem was one that just randomly came up in a spur of moment. Hope you guys liked it! God bless ya’ll!

PS. I edited this poem (the last 3 lines)

Birthdays, Love, and Joy.


As most of you already know… I am absolutely NOT a big fan of parties, wether its a halloween party, birthday party, funeral party (wink wink). They’re all the same to me.

Until Caleb’s birthday… to tell you the truth, I dont really know how old he is. Well, today is his birthday in which I attended (I had no choice). My teenage friends werent there (besides AJ) and I was quite lonely. I didnt mind though.

It was time to sing happy birthday to the birthday boy. This happens to be my favorite part besides from the amusement I get from watching the kids play. So, we were all rounding up to sing “Happy Birthday” to Caleb, Caleb, is a very special child (and what I mean by special is UNIQUE, just because someone says special child doesnt automatically mean mentally crazy or something). He is just like all the other boys, and just like other boys, he is unique.

While we were singing Happy Birthday, he had this big grin on his face, he was soo happy. It made me realize that there is really no reason for me to dislike parties or anything. The truth is, I dont even dislike it. I just get bored easily…

I felt my tears start to water. WAIT! What I mean is, I felt my eyes start to water. (Sorry). It was ju- I felt this nice, warm, fuzzy, ticklish, annoying  little feeling inside of me. I dont know why. Maybe its the kid’s smile. He was just SO happy. I then start to imagine me and my kid someday, which made me want to cry more, but my girly (manly) pride wont let me.

Things like these make me feel the joys of being in love with our Father, God. Its really a wonder how He loves us even though we broke His heart many times, He still forgives…

I Love You Jesus.

Infinite Love.

Credits to: Eddy Tan

Credits to: Eddy Tan


Limitless or endless in space, extent, or size; impossible to measure or calculate: “an infinite number of stars”.

I imagine myself falling in a never ending hole of memories, remembering those good times when there was not a care with how you look or how people think about you. All you feel is joy. That’s that. I remember that peace I had with my family on my thirteenth birthday, not just the typical family with your mom and dad, but by family I mean cousins, relatives, etc. I was never so keen on parties,  and once I found that my family were preparing a birthday party for me and my grandma- since we both have the same birthdays- I panicked a bit on the inside. I don’t like parties. Birthday parties, halloween parties, funeral parties… they’re just a big no no for me.

It was time for the party… me, my Aunt, and her mom already went shopping for some nice clothes. My Aunt is a model. So it isn’t surprising if she found a good looking dress. The only question that remains is, would it look pretty on me? Well it was a good thing it did.

The party was held outdoors, it was very simple and since I am not very good at explaining, I will go no further than that. We went swimming, sang some songs, told stories, and took lots of pictures. It was fun. But I am going to far ahead, we were talking about joy. So you might be asking, What joy would you find in a party you don’t even want to attend? 

Well, it was time to cut the cake, me and my Grandmother was hauled from our chairs to blow the candles. Then they started singing “Happy Birthday”, I was forcing a smile since I still had that ‘I don’t like parties’ feel, but then I turned around to my Grandma, to see her laughing and smiling. My heart just melted at the sight that I couldn’t help but smile as well, a real smile… and then I noticed something I haven’t noticed for a while… Here I am, with my family and my Grandma, on our special day, I felt content. Everything just went in slow motion, you know, like the one’s in the movies. It’s at these moments where I felt the most joy, and I thanked God for this…

Have you ever heard the poem ‘Time’ By Henry Van Dyke?

Time is too slow for those who wait,

Too swift for those who fear,

Too long for those who grieve,

Too short for those who rejoice,

But for those who love,

Time is eternity.

And that’s what I felt… Love…

Jan 25 2013


Off to church! Quite foggy this morning, I love the fog 😀


Pretty Mom!


Pastor and his wife at church.


Pastor singing for his wife. Awwww!


Happy Birthday Ninang Doris!


My crazy church mates! Crazy for Jesus





After church

Off to Aunt Joy’s house for their baby Nica’s Birth month!

Happy Birth Month Veronica!


Then we went to buy some books! and look what I found!



Apparently I wasnt able to buy truth seeker…

After that, we went to City Center, where Gab was able to play…


Ecclesiastes 3:11

There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven.

Oh thank you Lord for this day…

Surprising my Aunt/ 2013’s Bucket List

Dec 30 2012

2:15 pm

Just surprised Tita Ellen for her birthday (Which is technically tomorrow).

We wanted her to feel special, since her husband is in the Philippines.

The food was AWESOME btw. there was Ube cake, Black soup, and water… (xD)

PS. New Year is tomorrow night! >.< Soo excited!

2013’s Bucket List!

Smile more often.

Go scuba diving!

Buy a pet tortoise 😛

Control my (so called) temper.

Get good grades >.<

Grow closer to God

Share the word of God

Write more POEMS!

Sing like a PRO

Go to the Philippines 😥


adventure AWAY from the internet.

Gain more friends.

Be more like Jesus.

Read the bible more often.

James 1:17 Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change

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