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Old but Gold.




Be there.

Lil' Sis and Mom

Lil’ Sis and Mom

Jan 9 2013

Listen to the beat of her heart.

Ever bear to hear it fade?

Remember her smile, her laugh…

Remember how tired she was,

but still manages to keep wake…

When she is old and weak,

Will you be there?

When hope is gone…

Will you be there… will you?

Hear her soft melodious voice…

Ever bear to hear it fade?

Then be there.

– Mary Pacis

About my Sister (In my P.O.V)

If you want to know more about this popular youngster, YOU CAME TO THE RIGHT PLACE!


Yes, I’m boasting (I admit), but I can’t help it, when you have an annoying sister like her 😀 LOL kidding (though she is annoying), I still love her ❤

*Crowd Awwws

OHHHH and most awesomely… My sisters video was one of Jessie J’s favorite cover! ❤ How awesome is that?!?!

the Linky:





So anyways, about my sister…

Name: Gabrielle (H.G.Y.P)

Age: 5 years old (Last November)

She likes: TOYS! MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF TOYS! ❤ Specifically, Littlest Pet shop.

Dislikes: My british accent, OH and my robot (Mostly from me) 😀

She loves: To dance and sing (Which would be posted on Youtube some day)


SPOILERS: Were thinking of making a Christmas Edition in youtube… My sister singing a song about Christmas 😀 Wouldn’t that be nice??



Well, sorry to disappoint, but someone wants to use the computer (specifically my mom)… sooooooo….. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE ❤ Love Ya’ll and God Bless! ❤

‘Till the Day I Die…

‘Till the Day I Die…

Violet’s P.O.V

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, it didn’t matter to me where I was, all I knew is that I am lost and heart broken…

“I love you Violet Everson…”

Those three words made my heart swell… but this is Ronan for pete’s sake, Ronan Kingsley, the bad ass playboy, the guy I had a crush on for 2 years, it couldn’t be…

To him, I am just Violet Everson, the happy, bubbly girl who never cries…

Well he’s wrong, he doesn’t know me… I go home crying every single day hoping my parents would come home and say that everything is okay… but they’re gone… Forever…

Me being the heart broken girl I’ll ever be, I ran…

and now, I am here, in the middle of the woods, scared, confused, and lost…. I wish I could just vanish and feel nothing, I just want to feel numb right now…

And right on cue, I blacked out.


Mary’s P.O.V

I took a sip of my tea and gently placed it on the table, I could still remember his blue eyes in the back of my eye lids, his smile, and the sound of his laugh.

“I miss you John” I laughed lightly at myself, tears starting to form “You are and always will be the love of my life” a tear trickled down my cheek, I wiped it off quickly and chuckled “I know you told me not to cry but I can’t help it… I feel so cold without you-”


My ears pricked up at the sound coming from my back yard, my heart started pacing, “Who goes there?”


I crept into the backyard, trying to be as quiet as possible hoping it was just a harmless rabbit playing in the bushes or what so ever…

I looked around and saw a girl laying lifeless about 10 yards away, I let a breath of relief, until realization hit me,

“Oh No!” I ran to her searching for signs of blood, relieved when I saw nothing but a few scars and bumps, her chest was moving up and down, which meant she was still breathing, I rolled my eyes at myself, I could be such an idiot at times…

I ran to my cottage and tried to think of ways to carry her in, after a few minutes I gave up and decided to drag her to the cottage hoping she doesn’t wake up just yet.

As we reached the cottage, I dragged her to my room and laid her on the bed

“What to do first?” I asked myself, I rummaged of ways to help her, should I dress her up? wake her up?

I then run to the toilet and took a damp sponge and ran back to the young girl, cleaning her up. I wiped her forehead then gently went down to her toes making sure she was all cleaned up, once all the dirt was gone, I was able to see her clearly, she looked young, maybe 17 or 18 years old, her skin was tan, eyes swollen, she probably ran away and got lost.

I decided to let her be and cook some breakfast… It’s gonna be one busy day…


Violet’s P.O.V

I woke up to the smell of eggs and bacon, I opened my eyes and found myself on someone’s bed, I looked around, everything seemed so antique and classy, which made me feel at home… I felt my tummy grumble making me frown.

I crept out of bed and followed the scent of the food, as the scent grew stronger, my curiosity grew and I started jumping to conclusions, what if I am kidnapped OR what if this dude is a serial killer? Uggh snap out of it Vee, your being crazy…. Or mayb-

“Oh! Your awake!” I heard a voice say, making me jump a little. I turned to my right to see an old woman with an amused look on her face, she chuckled “I didn’t mean to scare you hun… oooh you might be hungry, don’t worry I made some breakfast.”

I felt relieved that it wasn’t a serial killer or something, my face flushed and I shook my head looking at my feet “Oh no need, I was just abou-”

“Nobody lays lifeless in the middle of the woods, now, go eat some breakfast and don’t hesitate, I could use some company right now” I looked at her, her face hopeful and pained, my tummy grumbled, making me sigh in defeat. She smiled and gestured me to the dining table.

I sat down and ate some egg and bacon, I felt uncomfortable eating in front of her cause she was staring at me intently making me feel self conscious.

“What’s your name?” she asked, breaking the uncomfortable silence.

“Violet, Violet Everson, but most people call me Vee”

“May I ask you how you came here?”

I blushed “uh- umm…”

“It’s okay if you don’t want to talk about it, but you have to tell me sometime”

I smiled warmly and thought of things to say while I shoved the bacon in my mouth.

“Do you live here all by yourself?” I asked as she was about to take a bite of her egg, she took a long pause, staring at her plate… Uh-oh, maybe I went to far.

“Its okay if-”

“My husband died 3 years ago from heart attack” She stated calmly, making me shocked and taken aback.

“Oh” was all I said.


Mary’s P.O.V

“How did you guys meet?” I ripped my gaze out of the window and met Vee’s, she was grinning and wiggling her eyebrows, clearly trying to lighten up the mood, I laughed at her eagerness and forgot all about the pain.

“It’s quite a long story hun” I said hesitating, though I really wanted to drop all this weight I have on my shoulders.

She shook her head “I have all year…”

“Okay, but first, a deal…”

She raised her eye brows, amused “A deal huh?” she looked up, looking like she was thinking about it “What’s the deal?”

I grinned “That if you tell me how you came here, I’ll tell you all about my life”

“Well, I came here because you brought me here”

I rolled my eyes  “I meant, what made you come here all alone in the woods?”

She sighed “Umm this boy-”

“A boy?”

She nodded, blushing. I shook my head, girls and love…

“He told me that he loved me”

“And you ran because you were confused, am I right?”

She nodded and sighed.

I stared at the window “Its getting dark now, you should go to sleep,”

Right on cue, she started yawning “But what about the deal?”

I laughed, “I thought you had all year?” I teased.

She rolled her eyes and walked her way up to the couch, I raised my eyebrows “And where do you think your going?”

“Sleeping on the couch” she replied nonchalantly

“Nope your sleeping in my room” I shooed her out of the couch and pushed her gently to my room.

“Don’t you have a guest room?”

I stopped on my tracks. “My sons room…” I whispered, to myself mostly

“You have a son?” she asked, looking confused.

“Yes. He ran away.. but its too late to talk about it now…” I said trying to signal her to talk about it next time. She nodded and took the cue to stop and listen.

She laid in bed as I tucked her in…


Violet’s P.O.V

“Good night Vee…” I heard her say.

“Good night-”

My eyes widened, I don’t know her name yet… I sat up to ask her, but she has already gone. Sigh, maybe next time then…

Without a warning, I felt my eyes droop, bringing me into a sweet slumber…


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My Best friends note =)


I guess you guys might remember Cassandra in my old posts =) She was my youngest best friend (9 Years old). My sister found this letter from somewhere, I dont know. It wasnt really a letter but a card, I found it cute, If Cassandra could read this she would scowl 😀 And believe me but Cassandra is smarter than me, she knows some big words that sometimes I could not even destinguish, we didnt have our picture taken together since we were carried of from our fun.


The name tag on the dog was written Chubbo, because thats what I decided to call my dog if I ever had one. I also thought of getting a hot dog (Daschund, sorry dunno spelling) and call it nom nom, get it? cause it looks like a hot dog 😀 And If Cassandra can read this (I really hope she does), I miss you!!